Saturday, June 28, 2014

Tahir feels sorry for me...


“Our life, this is the big movie, Allah is the writer, producer, director…  it is a perfect system and the angels run the system.  All is in control of Allah.  Use your brain!  Everything is proof of God’s existence.  Nature is the proof of God.  The value of the universe is a very big thing for us.  Don’t look for scientific proof or formulas. Look to your body…” 
I'm not entirely what he means by look to your body.  I suspect it means that the miracle of the body could ONLY be a creation of God.  We cannot create this amazing biosphere.

“When you want to buy the best item, you look to the newest model.  Islam is the newest and final model.  Christianity is the old model.” 

I know Tahir is a very sincere in his desire that I convert to Islam.  At one point he asked me if anything he had said to me had any effect on me.   It hasn’t made me want to be a Muslim but it has definitely made an impression on me.  I had been feeling guilty about this because I am not a good candidate for this religion.  I truly wanted to please him for his effort.  I begin to approach the discussion telling him that his words have had an effect on me and that I see Islam in a different light.  I see good things in it.  But my own childhood was that of being raised as a Catholic.  And this is similar to Shia Muslims.  I was raised in a God environment.  I am not a good candidate to become Muslim because I never really felt that presence of God.  I don’t want to disappoint him. 

Tahir: "Oh, I'm not disappointed.  I feels sorry for you."

I didn’t see this coming.  Tahir was not being condescending, he was being sincere.

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